love

love is a hard thing to understand. many times i thought i loved someone. i'm still not sure if i did. i think that i was in love with someone. which to me means that i cared allot about them and would do anything for them. when u love someone your suppose to get this amazing unreal feeling. which at this point i probably haven't ever felt before. especially because i haven't even had my first kiss. u reading this probably think i'm crazy and that i have no idea what i'm talking abut. especially now that u know that i haven't had my first kiss. i don't even know if i'm right. hell i could be totally and completely wrong. but who really knows. i mean except for a 40 year old no one near my age probably has experienced that yet. and u reading this...don't get mad at me for saying that.