thats me, im falling slowly. where have i fallen from? i'm not sure. where am i falling to? i dont know that either. its like i've fallen through a trap door in the floor and ive been falling ever since. thats how life feels to me right now. i dont know where i came from, because i didnt know who i was then. i don't know where i'm falling too, because i dont know who i will be. and i don't know how far down in the abyss i've fallen, because i have no idea who i am now.
people keep telling me i need to find things i like to do. i need a hobby. extra curriculars. but, you see, thats quite hard to do when you don't know what you like. i'm just trapped in this free fall. i dont know where i'm falling and when i will finally reach the end. and that scares me.
i'm ready to hit the bottom. im ready to skip this worthless time in my life. i wish i could wake up tomorrow and be 21. i'm just tired of falling.
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