"Have you ever wished for an endless night
Lassoed the moon and the stars
And pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath
And asked yourself
Will it ever get better
Than tonight, tonight......."
these are the lyrics to one of my new favorite songs by pink that i cant stop listening to. it makes me tear up every time i hear it. i think of him every time i do. and the fact that he may be leaving me. i try my best to be happy when I'm with him because he doesn't like to see me upset. but when i get home....sometimes i just lose it. i constantly feel like my heart is literally breaking. no matter how happy i am, I'm always aware of the voice in the back of my head telling me he's leaving soon...counting down the days. i look at his face and feel my heart strings pulled tighter and tighter and one of these days they'll be pulled so taunt that they'll just break. and I'm scared to see what'll happen next...baby, if you end up reading this before you leave for the summer know how bad you're hurting me. i can't even picture my life without you, don't make me actually have to feel what its like.
Lassoed the moon and the stars
And pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath
And asked yourself
Will it ever get better
Than tonight, tonight......."
these are the lyrics to one of my new favorite songs by pink that i cant stop listening to. it makes me tear up every time i hear it. i think of him every time i do. and the fact that he may be leaving me. i try my best to be happy when I'm with him because he doesn't like to see me upset. but when i get home....sometimes i just lose it. i constantly feel like my heart is literally breaking. no matter how happy i am, I'm always aware of the voice in the back of my head telling me he's leaving soon...counting down the days. i look at his face and feel my heart strings pulled tighter and tighter and one of these days they'll be pulled so taunt that they'll just break. and I'm scared to see what'll happen next...baby, if you end up reading this before you leave for the summer know how bad you're hurting me. i can't even picture my life without you, don't make me actually have to feel what its like.
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