i've been feeling quite overwhelmed. life has been crazy and crashing down pretty hard. and its getting really scary. i'm confused, angry, and scared all the time right now. i'm trying my best not to feel that way, but it hits me hard when i'm alone and in other situations. and i feel bad for being moody all the time, but its not necessarily in my control. my moods are all over the place like a freakin roller coaster and every single one of my friends is forced to ride my roller coaster of emotions. and i feel truly bad about that. but things are just crazy right now. i'm trying to wait things out hoping it'll get easier and better. i'm just not sure how long that is going to take. i no longer believe that everything happens for a reason. i don't think there could be a reason for some of the things that have happened. maybe there will be, i don't know but its hard to think that way right now. because all i can think about is how bad the situation(s) are.
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